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It's done...

Over. D and I are no longer a couple. I'm a newly single mother of two. Part of me thinks things will get easier, part of me worries how I'm going to make it. In 2 weeks, he'll move out. I get the van and I get to keep my Woo car, though I offered to sign it over to him. He'll come see the kids 'when he can'. Not sure how often that'll be, but I guess I can't really worry about that too much. We haven't discussed finances of yet. In fact, we haven't discussed much of anything. Since, in the end, it won't matter - I won't be going into detail as to why the split up has occured. Its been working up to this for awhile now - he just took the step needed.
I've been feeling like I need to get myself together for some time now. Its hard to describe, because its nothing that's outward or that I can really place a finger on...just a sense that somethings amiss - something isn't quite 'together' for me. I guess now will be a very good time to figure out what that is and to work on it. No relationships for me for awhile (at least that's the plan), so I can do this...so I can be 'together' and happy with myself before taking anyone else on. I think the kids will be enough ;)
I'll update on the weekend with the family soon - tonight I've got other things on my mind.

Comments

( 12 comments — Drop A Feather )
whitewolfjmi
Aug. 2nd, 2005 07:11 am (UTC)
Oh my Gods, honey. I'm so sorry. If there is absolutely anything you need, or anything we can do, please let me know. *hugs*
sgtjesse
Aug. 2nd, 2005 07:16 am (UTC)
That's horrible dear. Call me tomorrow if you feel like talking.
feath
Aug. 2nd, 2005 08:32 am (UTC)
{{{hugs}}}

I know you're pain.
ex_evil
Aug. 2nd, 2005 12:26 pm (UTC)
sometimes the best thing in the world is a chance to start over fresh. :0)
gloworm0310
Aug. 2nd, 2005 01:23 pm (UTC)
I am so sorry I wasn't online last night. Call me at work today, ok? No matter what, I will talk to you today. Hopefully I can come over, or you can come here. *hugs*
corivax
Aug. 2nd, 2005 03:10 pm (UTC)
Eeeep. Even if you're happier long-term alone, this sort of thing always sucks for a while. My sympathies, you'll be in my thoughts.
jeebietree
Aug. 2nd, 2005 04:36 pm (UTC)
*hug*
You're in my thoughts. If ya need to an ear - please call.
Hang in there.
dvord_direwood
Aug. 2nd, 2005 04:52 pm (UTC)
Oh I'm sorry to hear that. ((HUGS))

Yeah, the relationship thing is probly a good idea. Focus on friends and family, but take care of yourself too.
skydancer
Aug. 2nd, 2005 05:20 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry to hear that! Breakups are never easy--even if they are the right thing to do. Be good to yourself and your children.

I've been reading you for a while, but don't really know you, but if you need someone to talk to I'd be honored.
angiebrat
Aug. 2nd, 2005 06:37 pm (UTC)
we're here for you as well... let me know!! Its going to be rough... but you're strong and can do it...
*hugs*
darkphoenixrisn
Aug. 2nd, 2005 11:04 pm (UTC)
*hugs*
tregare
Aug. 4th, 2005 08:37 pm (UTC)
*HUG*
Sorry to hear that hun **HUG** I do know where you are coming from. if you need to talk, give a holler.
( 12 comments — Drop A Feather )