onyx (onyxangel) wrote,

Okay, so, thankfully..my day is over. I had wanted to do several things when I got home, but don't think I'm going to do any of them. I don't feel like it. I'm tired, cranky and ...well, empty. Sleep managed to elude me once again last night. I don't forsee it getting better this week. *grumble*
One of the things I was going to work on was my readings...but I'm not sure I have the energy ..or the heart, really for it. What they predicted last weekend happened much to quickly, and I'm not sure I'm ready for another round. "They" would be my Tarot cards, for those who don't know I'm learning to read. Naturally, mine are, as most things in my life seem to be...brutal. But, only when it comes to me. *sigh*
There are days when I just hate life. Today is one of them. Bitchy, whiney customers who argued with me before they listened to what I was saying, regardless of whether I was helping them or not. News flash: I'm not a fucking verbal battering ram for you to take your bad day out on. I have them too, they suck, now go away.
Right about lunch time, I got a tension headache that still hasn't gone completely away. Its not really painful, just tight. It feels like someone shrunk my skin and pulled my eyebrows together. My throat burns, lovely side effect of acid in the stomach. I want to eat, and am hungry, but I'm afraid its going to hurt like a son of a bitch. *sigh* Besides, I don't want to put much effort into dinner, I don't have the energy or the patience.
So....its a fucking Monday. Tomorrow is another day......

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