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Do you ever feel so small and insignificant that you just don't matter? It hit me hard tonight...like a wave that crashed over me, leaving me with tears threatening my eyes and a hollowness inside that can't be described. All at once, I was on the outside, looking in...the knowlege certain that I didn't belong. It wasn't that I felt lonely...just, hollow. That painful kind of hollow...a sort of remorse. In that moment, time stood still. It couldn't have lasted more than 30 seconds...but, the aftershocks. They weren't the same, but....they were still felt, keenly. Am I the only one who ever feels this way? What's wrong with me that I do?

Taste the salt upon your lips,
For the tears are genuine.
Drawn from the depths of who I am,
The very core of my soul.
Given freely in pain and honesty.


May. 10th, 2002 06:36 pm (UTC)
You're watching them talking, their lips move and the words that tumble forth seem oddly familiar but you seem to only understand small words like "The,is,when" Its almost like your hearing a forgein language that you took a semester of while highschool so you can pick out those small insignifant words. You realize no matter what, you can't grasp their words and you feel your self drift away as the people around you sort of dim, and you notice that you are even watching yourself nodding as the one person continues talk incesently. Its cold out in the void, because you don't have your flesh and blood keeping you warm. Sometimes it even opens options to you that you would have never of seen, some good things, some bad.

eh, its normal. I hope.
May. 10th, 2002 06:38 pm (UTC)
I apologize for the spelling errors my fingers move to fast and I can never refrain from hitting enter in time to stop and spell check :{

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