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*sigh* Okay, well, so finances suck BIG time. Grrr. Why can't I get my shit together when it comes to money? Its so frustrating! I have no money, literally. I can't even buy gas, or chips from the vending machine type no money. How do I let myself fall into this?? I'm screwed. My life lesson: Finances. It has to be, I keep getting stuck on it. Money sucks.
Oh yes, and other assorted issues. My mail account is down. *grumble* Free access, and they upgrade it. I appreciate the thought, but leave the fucking accnt alone please. Now they've gone and screwed it all up, no mail, its bouncing. Probably hard bouncing too, which means all my yahoo groups are fuckered and I'm going to have to go through and fix those. Not a huge thing really, but a big pain the ass. Supposed to be up this afternoon, but who the hell knows? I couldn't get into it a bit ago, I'll try again soon. This is the reason I left the last service, damnit.
Oh, yeah, for some unknown reason, my stomach is rebelling again today. It just hurts. I'm not sick, I'm not queasy, I haven't eaten too much or too little...it just, hurts. Sometimes the pain is sharp enough to make me suck in my breath. I spent a few minutes this morning nearly doubled over and holding my breath praying for it to go away. *sigh* Better this afternoon....but, by the time I can get to a doctor, it'll be gone and they'll tell me there's no way to tell. Been through this before.
On a brighter note, I had an idea for a community. I don't know if anyone would like it or whatever...but, a running roleplay on a lj community? Whatcha think? Create a character, free form story type rp? I can come up with some fantasy setting (lets face it, that's more fun)...or something.

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( 8 comments — Drop A Feather )
closer2myself
Jul. 2nd, 2002 02:14 pm (UTC)
If it's in the upper or upper right corner of your tummy, it may be your gall bladder/gall stones. Have it checked out if it occurs more frequently!
onyxangel
Jul. 2nd, 2002 02:19 pm (UTC)
No..it kind of lances across the tummy. Usually it feels like its just bruised, but occassionally, it gets sharper. Today was just bad. I've asked the doctor about it before (Its been occuring every so often for about 5 years now), and no one seems to even have a guess.
closer2myself
Jul. 2nd, 2002 02:22 pm (UTC)
Is it superificial, or inside your stomach? Have they tried a sonagram?
dreamerdeceiver
Jul. 2nd, 2002 02:28 pm (UTC)
I have a similar pain in my stomach. Does it mostly occur in the morning on an empty stomach and does it last about 30 second? That is what I experience on a regular basis. It's in the upper portion of the stomach, or so it seems, and hurts like a bastard. I once went to a doctor for it and was put on medication for acid reflux, but it didn't help. I hope you feel better!
closer2myself
Jul. 2nd, 2002 02:37 pm (UTC)
They initially thought my infected gall bladder was acid reflux. See above.
angiebrat
Jul. 2nd, 2002 03:19 pm (UTC)
oh hell yeah I'd love to have a community like that!!!
onyxangel
Jul. 2nd, 2002 04:32 pm (UTC)
The pain is sporadic, no particualar time or state of hunger sets it off. No one's done a sonogram, its like the stomach tissue itself is bruised, if that makes sense. I've been kicked pretty hard in my stomach more than a few times, so I think it may stem from that.
As far as the community, I'll work on it. One person to rp with is enough ;) More are welcome, of course!
elfric
Jul. 2nd, 2002 11:46 pm (UTC)
I'm so with you on the finances thing. =( Money sucks.
Sorry you're not feeling well. You really should get it checked if it happens even sporadically. But then there's that money thing so that you can't afford doctors. argh. I'm so with you.
( 8 comments — Drop A Feather )