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Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. Dad just paid the bank over $1000 for my car. *sighs* Now, he's going to be MAD at me. No, no I don't blame him...but fuck, I was trying to handle it. At my age, I should be able to. Fuck, fuck, fuck.

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( 6 comments — Drop A Feather )
angiebrat
Aug. 12th, 2002 06:49 pm (UTC)
dad cosigned the loan?
onyxangel
Aug. 12th, 2002 06:56 pm (UTC)
Yes...and I don't know where I fucked up. Now my stomach is turning and I want to cry. Jesus, I'm almost 30, you'd think I could do this. *sighs*
angiebrat
Aug. 12th, 2002 07:03 pm (UTC)
Re:
ahhh trust me, I'm finding even i can't do it. my dad and I coown not cosigned on mine.. so I get him in my bus all the time... and when I don't pay they call him.. and ohhh boy is the he-double hockey sticks to pay on my end until he talks to me about it. then he tells me to let him know. *sighs* I always feel belittled that way and almost like I can't do anythingwithout him knowing what I'm doing. I try to refinance, but somehow I doubt that that will ever happen with my crappy credit. so I know how you feel. maybe he's trying to help you get on your feet again? perhaps? one can hope?
onyxangel
Aug. 12th, 2002 07:14 pm (UTC)
Yes, he is. But dad's helping *always* comes with a lesson, and I feel like a 5 year old. I know he doesn't mean it that way, and he's always pushed to make me a better person, but... *sigh* I feel like such a failure at the moment, and it hurts even more that dad had to take care of it.
angiebrat
Aug. 12th, 2002 07:22 pm (UTC)
Re:
ahhh DEFINATELY sounds like my dad. and you always feel let down with you and him. yeah I know where you're at..
fenris10
Aug. 13th, 2002 02:35 pm (UTC)
Family
I can understand how you feel but be glad that you have a family that will help you out when you need it. Some people don't even have that much.
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