I get onto IRC tonight, and am told I'm missed (Yes, most of the folks I know offline too..some not so), that it's been awhile. I'm thinking "They noticed I was gone?" *blink*
On the good side, this apparently means I have a life. haha! Its also made me realize that on the whole, I've been unsocial. Yes, I've been social to some degree, with certain people, or certain groups. There's a couple friends I really need to make time for, and I rarely do. Not sure why...well, I think I could come up with a couple things, but, those are in the past. Supposedly, I'm over them. Some days, I wonder...it still makes me take a deep breath and shake my head. I try not to get too upset, but ya know. I got screwed, and its still bothersome *shrugs* Life marches on.
Tonight, instead of being here online, I wanted to be at the beach for a 'burn'. Its alright, I'm just hoping they have another I can attend. Fire dancing and spinning and such, and there were people I wanted to see..that I've missed seeing lately, and miss getting hugs from. Oh, not that they've been gone terribly long...but, still. They've been noticed :) I want to learn how to do fire spinning, and fire breathing...wonder who I can con into teaching me... ;)