February 14th, 2002

devil girl

Just another day...

I stayed home from work today. I'm glad I did. I wasn't really prepared to cope with customers...although I heard it was slow at work today. I'm hoping the same will be true tomorrow, since I go back. I needed today to wallow in depression...tomorrow is time to get back into the 'swing of things' and move onto being totally okay with Tyr's absense. It is, after all, only a year.
I managed to get quite a bit done today. I got most of my laundry done, though I found another load or two that was put in a box and shoved in the closet, but that's okay, there's the weekend for that. I even got it all put away, neatly. *gasp* I emptied part of the dishwasher, with the full intention of emptying it all and putting dirty dishes in...I just didn't get that far. I put my bed back together, which makes my room look much neater. I have two twin size matresses on the floor for a bed, so when Tyr is over, I pull them out side by side. It takes up most of my room, but he and I can sleep at least semi-comfortably. I am determined to have a double bed by the time he comes home..minus the frame. Takes up too much room for a frame. I even managed to cook for myself, and take those vitamins. This did as I predicted and made me want more water...I haven't had much, mind you, but more than I normally do. I'm working on my second full glass...12 ounces, I think. Maybe 8, I'm not sure what size these are.
Jenni wants to start this Atkins diet that everybody is so hot on. I've looked the first phase over, which consists of eating mostly protien and a few fats and cutting out sugar and carbohydrates. It looks like you gradually add those back in..and they do recommend excersize. I'm not entirely sure about how healthy this diet is. It sounds like she wants us both to go on it...I'll try, but I'm not real sure how easy its going to be to stick to, especially at work. Its supposed to be 3 meals a day, or 4 little ones. Not exactly sure how to manage that at work. And this diet, you can't deviate from. *sighs* I'll see what Bryan and Tyr think about it....Bryan because he's in the medical field..and Tyr because he seems to know what's basically healthy for you. Well, and he's my Dom *smile*
Oh...I even baked brownies tonight. (Sorry Jenni, didn't realize you were actually starting the diet tonight!). Don't get too excited, they're the "just add water" kind...with the pan and everything. But, I wanted something sweet to soothe the blues. Yeah, I know..not a good habit. You try alternating between being okay and being aimless, and not fall to temptation.
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devil girl

Another job rant...

There are some days..and this is one of them...where working here is just not worth the bullshit. I get a customer who has a rebate issue - and per previously established guidelines, I do a warm transfer, on an outside line, which is the only extension that's given for this particular queue. I get an instant message from my supe - asking me why I'm on an outbound line. I tell him that I'm doing a warm transfer...he then asks if I could have used an inside line. *blink* Excuse me? I'm doing my fucking job. Don't give me shit about it. I tell him no, that the only extension given was a Lucent transfer, as opposed to an Aspect.
Give me tools that don't consistantly work, have me work under high stress conditions, both internally and externally, then hassle me on actually (gasp) doing my job? I don't fucking think so. I - don't - get - paid - enough! Those applications...are a few days away. I'm going somewhere where I'm not hassled for doing what I'm supposed to.
devil girl

Happy Valentines to you too...

pshaw. I'm so not in the mood for Valentines today. Normally, even when I'm single, it doesn't bother me, and tends to bring a smile to my lips. But, today...eh. I could care less. Maybe it has to do with recent events..maybe it has to do with a new view of things. I dunno. Or maybe I'm just generally irritated, given this morning's work events. On the upside - I'm not depressed that it is Valentine's day..and I'm alone, but attached. At least, not yet. I still have to survive the Grind tonight...which is a flog all night or something to that effect. Happy happy joy joy. I get to watch couples mix and mingle and flog..and be reminded that my 'other' is gone. *sigh* Erg.
Just another freakin' day.....
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devil girl

I hate banks...still...

Alright, so NOW I get the message that the bank has been calling for my car payment. Nevermind that I set it up with becky bitch bank teller 2 weeks ago. Still hasn't been taken out of my account. So, today, she calls me at work. Uhm, can we say NO? Do NOT call me at work. Chances are, I won't be able to answer the phone..and its for emergencies only. Get it? Are you bleeding? Dying? Missing body parts? Related to me? My friend? NO. Then DO NOT call me at work. Simple concept.
She calls me, telling me I'm 30 days behind on my past due payment. (Yes, I got behind). Well, dumb ass Becky banker bitch, if you'd done your stupid fucking job right, you would have HAD the payment by now. Stupid. But no, why get it right when you can call and harrass me? Hmmn? Yes, its my fault I got behind. I realize this, I understand this, and I understand that as such, I must pay the consequences, which silly me did not think would include you calling me to bitch that I didn't pay you when I set it up 2 weeks ago!
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devil girl

I feel special...

I just got in my email virtual flowers from "me". Trouble is (if one can consider it trouble), I don't know who "me" is. That's all that its signed. "To you, From me"..and its a hotmail address that I don't know off hand. Maybe I have a secret admirer? I would say that's a first. It was a nice little pick me up. I had to smile at the thought of that. Mysterious stranger sending me things via email. Okay, I figure it has to be someone I know from somewhere...not many places that my email is out for public consumption (Okay, lj is one of those few places..but still..). But, its nice to pretend ;)
So, to whoever "me" is....thanks for the lovely valentines thought.
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I got the cutest thing in my email (Thanks Jenni ;) ). Its a v day card from Piawaket. That would be her cat.
V day card from da kitty

Its so cute, cuz its just like Pie (in fact, she's doing her antics right now)..and the kitty even looks like her! LOL