June 12th, 2002

devil girl

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How very interesting. Both fit...o for onyx and j for ...well, me ;)

-J- You can be very romantic, attached to the glamour of love. Having a partner is of paramount importance to you. You are free in your statement of love and are willing to take chances, try new sexual experiences and partners, provided it's all in good taste. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is intellectually stimulating, otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining and dining to know that you're being appreciated

O- You are very interested in sexual activities yet secretive and shy about your desires. You can re-channel much of your sexual energy into making money and/or seeking power. You can easily have extended periods of celibacy. You are a passionate, compassionate, sexual lover, requiring the same qualities from your mate. Sex is serious business; thus you demand intensity diversity, and are willing to try anything or anyone. Sometimes your passions turn to possessiveness, which must be kept in check.
devil girl

Thoughts for the morning...

On the way into the work this morning, I was struck by some idle random thoughts. I've been flipping through some personal ads lately, just to see what people present themselves as, and how they view themselves. Hell, maybe even to answer one or two. (which, I have, thankyouverymuch...onyx is working on her shyness. *smirk*)One person had a dislike, that for whatever reason, has snagged my attention and I've been chewing over it for the last couple days. He said that he dislikes two legged sheep. While I get the general gist of what he's saying by that...it does lead to a deeper thought. I mean, how does one really define a 'two legged sheep'? If you think about it, we all 'follow' our own little groups..conform to those around us, at least to some degree. Its human nature to want to belong, to be accepted...and to do that, we conform. Yeah, not all of us conform to the 'mainstream' of society, or the 'norm'..but, that 'mainstream' and 'norm' are getting harder and harder to find nowadays. Or is that just me? Is it just that my view of people has changed? I've grown older, had more experience under my belt....is it now that I view human nature much more clearly? I mean..everyone uses that..the 'norm' or 'typical'..but, really, what *is* that? Is it the same for everyone? I doubt it. My 'typical' is ...people like the goth board, or variations. Do I conform to them? To some degree, yes. Does it make me a sheep? Not in my view...but, perhaps to his? Or others who think like he does?
I watch people all the time, people fascinate me. Not on an individual basis necessarily, but group interactions...or even intimate interactions. Have you ever just watched how people relate? You can see it. A common theme among all of one group. A certain trend in thinking, speaking, dressing, whatever. We all congregate toward people who share like attitudes, thoughts, styles, etc. .... therefore, we conform. Where then, are we 'sheep'? Or is it...being *exactly* like a certain group? And, really, I've never seen a group that's *exactly* the same. Every group has subtle differences. Or some blaringly obvious differences. So..I guess my question ..to myself...to you..to anyone who cares to share a thought, a view....is: What does it take for you to view someone as a sheep? Why? And..if using the 'norm' as comparison...what is the 'norm' for you?
devil girl

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I really don't understand why everything has to be such a fucking drama. You worry about yours, I'll worry about mine. Pretty damn simple.
devil girl


Personality type: Slimy, uncommunicative, stupid, indecisive, self-hating, fuckwit.

You think of yourself as a Ladies' Man (or equivalent for your Gender/Preference). However, in reality the best you manage is meaningless sex with depressed people who feel sorry for someone even more pathetic than they are.

You find it impossible to express your true feelings or emotions. Your friends (if you have any) think you are a liar, an unfeeling bitch/bastard or retarded. Probably all three.

You are basically thick. If you think back, you will realise this is true. Most people you meet are smarter than you. This is because you are stupid. Ask a friend to explain this to you if some of the words are too long.

You are unable to do anything without whining about it for hours first. The biggest achievement of your day is probably managing to fill in all the questions in this test.

Deep down you hate yourself and that is why you always fail. Don't worry, you deserve to fail.

Your rating as a human being:

The person/character whom you most resemble is:
Aram Fingal (from the film "Overdrawn at the Memory Bank")

Stupid? That's interesting coming from someone who can't spell realize correctly. :P