September 26th, 2003

devil girl

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I haven't updated in awhile, here it is, almost 2 am, and I'm -wide- awake. I should be going to bed, considering I'm supposed to be up in the morning. I have no idea where to begin updating...I don't think I've done anything this week, really...or had any ground-breaking thoughts.
Lessee....Oh! Last weekend I did ceramics at Angela's. I made some tiles for candles...those will go on my alter. I have to show them to Dan. They're simple really...but, perhaps I can make some more complex ones sometime. I made one for each of the elements (in corresponding colors, of course.), and one for the God and Goddess. Fortunately, Angela didn't ask many questions and relates it to "New Age/Native American" stuff. She's what I'd call a zealot for Christian and brimstone kinda deal.
Got some boxes emptied, so now they just have to be put upstairs. I have to go through Garrett's room and get it set up, its driving me nuts. After that, its Pandora's room so the poor kid can put toys away. I need to clean the living room, but that's being put off for the moment.
Tomorrow, I have a lunch 'date' with a friend that I met at the party a couple weeks ago. Yes, I know, I still need to update on that...and I will, when I get a moment where I feel like writing. He's treating me to lunch, but we haven't decided where yet. After that, its back out to Angela's for more ceramics. I'm hoping that she's put the glazed stuff in the kiln so I can see the finished result of the tiles. I have mushrooms to paint for Ausha. Yay!
Pan is going to Lista's tomorrow for a birthday party. She's made a gift and a was really sweet. She'll be staying the night, so Fenris will have a night with just the baby :)
Its funny, throughout the day, I think of things I want to add....but rarely do. When I finally feel like I'm in a space of mind to write, I can never remember what I wanted to say. I started this journal to keep track of what I did with my time, as well as my thoughts on things.....and lately, it just feels as if its been lacking....
devil girl

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devil girl

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My journal says I'm 55% masculine.
What does your LJ writing style say about your gender?
LJ Gender Tool by hutta

Now, I've never considered myself to be feminine in particular.....but, damn, I never realized I was that masculine :P
devil girl

Its the lemming genes...

The Ultimate LiveJournal Obsession Test
CategoryYour ScoreAverage LJer
Community Attachment16.13%
You've got pals to cheer you up when you're down, but no audience to applaud you... Yet.
An expert on multiple-choice questions, an whiz at the cut-and-paste
Original Content38.71%
Some stories must be told - and you're the one to tell them
Psychodrama Quotient4.82%
Warning: Can Flame When Necessary
Attention Whoring4.55%
Low-key and lovin' it
devil girl

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The best thing to make your life what you want, is to be happy with yourself. I want to raise the children to be happy and comfortable with themselves - regardless of their appearance (in regards to 'big' or 'skinny' and what not...true beauty comes from the inside and will reflect on the outside, regardless of physical appearance.). I know that I can stand improvement in that department....and I know that it'll take some work. I want to improve my body, but that must start with the heart and mind.
I have some goals in mind, and they may take me awhile, but that's okay. These goals are meant to...and they affect the physical area around me, which should help me some. Or at least, that's what I'm hoping. I just have to remember to do things in small bits so its not so overwhelming. My list of things to accomplish: (This is in no particular order of importance, more just the order I thought of them in)

1. Get off the computer for at least an hour a day to do something constructive with my time
2. Take a shower and get dressed (in more than lounging clothes) - regardless if I'm leaving the house or not
3. Read my Tarot cards on a daily basis - making notes throughout the day and/or before bed
4. Read from the book borrowed from Dan and do the exercises when able
5. Organize bookshelf and clean it up
6. Write! - Character backgrounds to Belariath and/or other role plays - research current projects - role play style message boards
7. Clean living room - including vacuuming and steam cleaning
8. Go for a daily walk - with or without the baby (this means getting Fenris to show me the trail he thinks is nearby.)
9. Clean Garrett's room - bit by bit
10. Clean Pan's room
11. Clean our room
12. Go through boxes - putting them in storage or donating as needed
13. -Keep- the house clean
14. Cut photos and organize stuff for scrap booking - see about a scrap booking group to put together and/or join
15. Beading
16. Cross-stitch
17. Supplemental home schooling and research on the web for Pan
18. Clean desk
19. Set up altar by desk
20. Work on my resume and work history

I may add or detract from this list depending on what I feel at any time. But, this should be an excellent start :)