onyx (onyxangel) wrote,

I've been looking over my posts in the past, namely from 2001 at the moment (and yes, I have been working on laundry too), and its remarkable how much things have changed.
For instance this post. I've just recently experienced what I talked about in that...the public sex thing. It happened at one of the parties I recently went to...and, oddly, it didn't take so much as I thought. A blindfold, and a feeling of acceptance and welcome...a feeling that I'm not sure I've had to the degree I've needed at the Wet Spot. That's not to say that I haven't felt accepted and welcome...but, I guess, to me its just not as intimate of a group as the Sextopia (and now the other group) are. And, ultimately, I think that's what I needed.
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