onyx (onyxangel) wrote,

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Every so often

Every so often, I long for a storybook love; a love that lasts a lifetime, before I remember I thought I had that.
Every so often, I can see the gaping hole in my heart and know that some wounds are still raw
Every so often, I cry myself to sleep in the middle of the night, just to know that I’m not numb inside.
Every so often, I become the shadow longing for someone to see me
Every so often, I feel so out of reach only to realize I placed myself there
Every so often, I feel vulnerable to the world; and tuck myself away inside my head
Every so often, I live in fear, only to stumble and fall
Every so often, I remember to breath and live each day as it is

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