onyx (onyxangel) wrote,


Okay, I'm going to do it. I'm going to post here an email I recieved from a mail group I belong to. No names, gotta protect those 'innocent' folk ya know. But, the posted questions were good....and I want to look back and go 'oh yeah'...so, here it is:

> Subject: Public Scening
> I'm thinkin' about it. I'd like to read a few first-person accounts -- the bad as well as the good.

> How did you psyche yourself up for the experience?

Uhm. I didn't. He just told me to strip, and I whimpered about it, but in the end, did it.

> What issues did you deal with?

Personal "I look fat and horrible" issues. It was a bit disconcerting that others were watching. Exciting as well, but kinda scarey.

> What was most satisfying about the experience?

That I made it through it ;) Unscathed even.

> How did you feel afterward?

Like 'normal'. By the time I was done being tormented, I was okay. I did put a long t shirt on *immediately* though

> If you could change something about *that first time,* what would it be?

I don't know. Honestly, I enjoyed the experience as a whole. Maybe I'd change my own confidence level.
> And if you don't scene publicly, why don't you?

I'm willing...nervousness and all. But, right now, Master is in Korea. *sigh*
> Thanks. With the support of friends here, I've overcome some of my fear. I'd like to continue on that path. I'd like to make my choice based on something other than fear.

Hope I helped at least a little! My experiences are minor (like, one!) but that's my insight!

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