onyx (onyxangel) wrote,

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I survived!!!

My first experience driving in the snow. Let me tellya....whew!!! I made it home..in one piece, undamaged. And that includes the car!! I can say that I didn't care for it..I was scared!! When I got onto the freeway, I slid. Talk about heartstopping. Gulp! But, I didn't hit anything...and people were actually being smart and going slow as well as leaving plenty of room. Closer to home, it wasn't snowing, which was good. I was worried about how I'd make the exit, which has a fairly sharp and long turn. Not only that, but I live on a hill! That curves! But, I'm home, safe. No snow, but thunder and lightening. Its the kind of lightening that lights up the whole sky...like God with a flash camera! ;)
I went out for coffee with an ex boyfriend. The one that went to Germany...it was nice seeing him again. I realized something tonight though. I treasure the time I had with him, and I think a part of me will always love him, and I love that he's been a part of my life, and hopefully still will be...but, I don't want to be his girlfriend. Not that it was a consideration before coffee...but, just a .. dawning. Even were I single, I think that I'd just love to be his friend, nothing more. I also realized just how long we've known each other. He's one of a very few men who's been around for more than a couple years. We've known each other...almost 10 years. Kinda scarey. I didn't realize it had been that long...but, then we were talking about old times, and the cons we'd been to together, even how we met. I think we met in 94, 95....so, not quite 10 years..but, still. Wow. I hope that we do become better friends again...I miss his friendship. :)

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