I feel better. Got my room clean a bit, fixed dinner, did some laundry (well, okay, its still in the dryer). It wasn't much...but, it helped pick up the mood. Even got my bed made. Go me. I'm now in the process of rewarding myself with a movie I've been wanting to see (hentai to be exact, thanks sandybear ;) ), cup of cocoa and a few fresh baked cookies. Yuuummmmmm.